Payday

So on Wednesday I thought that I would get my pay on Thursday, because of the holiday. But noooooo...as a teacher I get my pay at the 27th of each month, the last month I got my pay at the 25th so I thought that I would get it at the 25th again but yeah then the 27th was on a Sunday so I thought that my payday was the 25th. GAH! Well, gonna get it tomorrow so no hurting here. :D

Love it. Gonna play Starcraft 2 today just for fun. Like every other day.

And now I have a competition between my beard and my hair on my head. I have shaved it off and am gonna let it grow and grow and grow! And maybe get a mustache and a soul patch. ;) WHO KNOWS!!?!


Later grown ups.

Facebook no more

Today I removed myself from facebook. Don´t feel anything different as of now but will maybe find out more as time goes. Who know, just now it feels great. Not having to see other peoples fucking status-updates about their loved ones and so on. Yeah...do not want to see how many kisses you give your loved on and how good they make you feel so fuck off! So now I can just ignore that and people can talk to me when they got something important to say. Not just "oh today I ate pasta and it was overcooked." Wow, maybe I should have gotten new friends instead..I just need a place where I can find a lot of people and with an easy way to communicate to them...Skype anyone?

learning about it

Today I was learning more about communism. I already knew that I embrace their way of thinking and am all about the good of all men and women and so on, but I had not so much knowledge about some of the deeper stuff inside the communism and their party-program. Now I know and I still see this as the best politics and ways to live and be able to function in a society. I think that their way is the way that helps more people than those who just want to be rich and powerful and exploit countries for their natural resources. I think that people should read more about the communists and what they stand for before they shout out: "It´s  a nice thought but it will never work in reality." Well yeah, that because in todays society people only think about them self and what´s good for them and their family, I´m not saying that you should not look out and care for your family, people just don´t have the guts to stand up in todays society and make their voices heard. Because when workers come together and demand better workplaces and threaten to halt the production it hurts the people in charge, they just want to make profit and do not see to the safety and well being of the worker. They just think that they can hire anyone at low-rate and that they will work and that they don´t need comfort or a safe workplace. Just hire someone at a lower pay-check and see how their own profit skyrockets. We are seeing more and more how that works. In Sweden, construction-firms hire workers from Poland to work at a 6th of the pay a Swedish worker has, they live in shitty places and under time-pressure and often bunched up in small living quarters. At Stena-line between France and England they hired Philippine-workers at a rate at about 2 dollar/hour.

The world is sick, I am trying to do all I can do to help my fellow communist. We don´t want to do it all by our selfs, the people must rise up and take action against the profit hungry capitalist and imperialists that are destroying our societies and our world. At least start looking at your workplace and see what you can do to improve your situation for your self AND for your co-workers. 

From on by his abilities and for on by his needs.  

English is hard.

Yeah, it´s hard to write something in a language that is not your own. But fuck that.

Yesterday I was invited to a party at a friends house, he was celebrating his birth. (birthday-party.)
It was a fun and I was getting a bit wasted. We decided to go out to town and hit up a few clubs. Yeah, great idea! (I thought)
When we exit the cab a friend of mine has already made his way to a place that we used to go to and he screams to us that we should come. I scream back: YEAH! LET´S GOOOO!! And start to run towards his...but I suddenly halt and feel a pain in my knee and about my dick. I have succeeded to run in to a small post of metal. The pain was to much for me to handle. I just froze and leaned against the post and took heavy breaths. Good damn. I stood there for about a minute or so and from no where 4 cops came up to me and started talking. They thought that I was so wasted that I could not move. But after I saw them and I had started talking to them I quickly got them to realize that I was not to drunk I just had a pain that was out of this world.

Sucks.  But hey, I did have a good time later that night.

And today, Sunday, we had our last soccer-match. We lost 2 - 5 so we did advance in the cup. Well, we always have outside soccer to look forward to. And  also, if I don´t get a job for the summer I am going to lear how to skate. I have tired of inlines and am gonna learn to use the skateboard. Will be fun, gonna hurt like a motherfucker but hey, I don´t care.

Later

Strange and hard and music and coffee and Starcraft 2 and and

I hate this, it´s really hard. Trying to get over someone when you still have a huge crush on her. Trying to keep her away from your daily thoughts and daily routine. Checking facebok, blogs, skype, phone, etc.
Thinking about quiting facebook just because I don´t want to see all that she does. I feel so stupid and so "movie-like". I really don´t want to be like that, I want to be able to move along so smooth and soft with just a little thought to this and yeah I don´t want to forget it all together but I don´t want it to be jammed in my head all the time.

Well, I will try and such.

Party tomorrow, gonna be fun. A friend of mine told me he could take me to another party if I promised to behave. :D  "Behave? I WILL DESTROY HER!" (almost my answer)

A little song to make you and me happy listen and eeeeeenjoy.

Later

Glen Beck R.I.P.

So Glen Beck is quiting!

Yeah finally!

So yeah, about earlier posts.

All I said was true. The girl I have a crush on. We have decided that we can not have a working relationship with the distance that we have between us right now. So we had a long conversation on skype, yeah wow real fun not  to be able to touch or feel that there is a person in the room that you are talking to, tonight about what we are going to do. After a while we have concluded that she does not like the intense time we have together when we meet. It´s  too much. I understand how she feels about it, it´s very on and off, first we are apart and then together all the day 24/7, it get´s to you. And I didn´t want to build a relationship where one of us is unhappy..I can´t. But now we are over, it took me awhile to get this in my head. Stoneface when we talked but now when I am writing this I get all the emotions at once. AND.IT.SUCKS.

Fuck it I know, fucking girls. Fucking feelings. I hate them! Making me feel a stone on my chest and hurt my stomach and make´s my throat clump up. FUCKING HATE IT!

We did have our break up like a month ago, that was really painful. I thought that I was going to be able to handle this a little easier, but I can´t and I don´t want to. So what if it hurts I don´t care about that I still remember the good stuff you know. I will be sad for a while but I know that that will pass. I will still have a crush  on her but I don´t think that I will be able to see her or talk to her for a while.

FUCK

Day9 + laundry and Microcephaly

I spend my morning in bed eating breakfast and watching Aqua Teen Hunger Force, I did not want to get out. I was up rather late yesterday and going to be up late this night also. Love it. I do not know why I like it so much, but fuck that, I can do what I want.

So still trying to find work, am currently working at schools around where I live, but this week there has not been so much work to do. That sucks, when I don´t have anything to do, like work and such I tend to be more like a trapped animal. Just walking around or sitting by my computer and watching stupid things. It sucks. But am going to a meeting about communism today so that will be fun. Don´t know what will happen and such but I will enjoy it.

Also I watched the last episode of Californication yesterday and it was so freakin' awesome! Motherfuck that shit was good! Good as fuck! (fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fukc fufkckfufkcufkcufkucfkufckfucfkufukcf) You know what I mean.

Yeah, watch some replays of starcraft 2 learn about some strange disease, like Microcephaly or something equally cool! 


(Microcephaly Microcephaly Microcephaly, look it up! Scary shit! 




http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Microcephaly

Monday Funday!

Starcraft 2 is a game, and I play it!

There we go took a while to admit it. :)

But now on a different note; I am listening to RATM Live and looking at stupid people and their even dumber tattoos. My god some people just don´t think before they go and get tattoos. Some misspelled and some even worse.

Follow this link to get a nice laugh and to see how low some people go, I like it but I warn you...this might scare you and haunt your dreams forever! http://ugliesttattoos.failblog.org/

Monday.is.like.any.other.day.

This song is so fucking good! Dillinger Escape Plan is, and have always been my favorite band!

Listen and enjoy, I know that I am going to.

Wow, no internet for 7 DAYS! (2 atleast)

So been internet "free" for 2 days. Feels like forever man! Not really, I was not even home for the most part.
Saw a band with some friends and took some beers and played Rock Band till 0330 on saturday, wich was awesome! It´s fun to see and hear how much people will sing when they hade a few too many. :)

We were the best band at the moment, noone could beat us at rock band that night. Suckers! We would have played real instruments if we hade any, and would have ruled the indie-scen. (but with punk and hardcore.)

Now I am installing a new OS on a router to get it to send me internet. The weather outside is to good to be outside in. I am gonna stay inside and mock the weather and install. Yay! Starcraft 2 night to night! Go protoss!

Later.-.

/beer/games/friend/music/

A night of fun.
I really should work with school-work. I am so lazy and I have such low work-spirit.
I have set a start for my work, Tuesday is the day I begin and the day that I turn it in. The things I have to do is to get quotes from some people that have written books about children learning to read and write. I have already read one of the books so I only got about 5 left..woppifuckingdoo!


I will soon be a teacher! So fucking awesome it´s is going to be!

Also a quick note...

I will learn more about this, so soon I will get a hang of it. Now I will just try my best and help out I anyway I can!


See you in the interwebz!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cegdR0GiJl4

So, that´s that.

I am totaly off it, changing things up and trying to get on with day to day stuff.
SO am gonna be playing alot more starcraft 2, fukking love it! Have to get to Diamond in all ladders. With season 2 out I am trying to get all in diamond, I am pretty high in random-teams 4v4, 7th place platinum, so I don´t think that it´s gonna be to hard. The hardest is going to be 1v1 and 2v2 I think. Random teams is really random as fuck.

Well see you on bnet.

(also I do not have english as my native-language so sorry for any typos.)

Peace out!